Silent Tears-

So, I lost sleep last night over the phone call that was to take place today with an attorney and he never called. How do you work with that? No one who listens to your plea for help. No one who communicates with you. It is frustrating. I just wanted to talk to him one more time before a final “give up” on my part. Maybe he will call tomorrow? I called for a job today. At the local pizza place. I believe the Holy Spirit was telling me I would get a job there. No answer yet. I was on cloud 9 today and went into some mania. I can always tell when it is mania because I have no appetite. My cloud 9 today is the combination of Silent Tears, my Facebook ministry and connecting them to my ministry as a whole. The name of my ministry, “It’s a Matter of Faith Ministries.” What are my ministries? My Silent Tears blog and reselling used items on Facebook. It got real today, real good, how God brought me through all of this and gave it a purpose in my life. It wasn’t magical, it was perfect. Only He could design everything to work out this good. There are so many silent tears web pages and domains, but he saved the one that matters for me, Silent Tears .blog. So simple and will be east for people to remember. I don’t have much today I am worn down from my mania but not like usual. Today is a mental tired but still have strength. Most days I am just done, done with the day at 4 p.m. or earlier. I am usually waiting to go to bed but tonight my med alarm went off and I wasn’t waiting for it. It has been a good day that way. I’ll end. End.