“As I have walked through this life in silence, not shedding a tear,

I have silently cried every step of the way.”

Psamls 126:5 KJV “They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.”

Silent Tears: My Personal Journal

Silent Tears Vol. 4


Silent Tears Vol. 4 is for the year 2024. Entries prior to 11/30/2024 have not entered because they are not in digital form yet. Posts are listed in the months that I added them to the website, not in the actual months they were written. I am working on learning how to organize the website and would appreciate your patience in my learning process.

05/03/2025-18:36

Silent Tears- So much has happened and I have shared nothing of it with you. I have been lying to myself that I just need to live my life, but I miss hearing my own voice and knowing that I am growing by way of what comes out in my journaling. I can’t say I…

04/25/2025-07:15

Silent Tears- I haven’t written in almost 2 weeks. I have the lost the strong desire to help myself cope by way writing in my journal. I won’t condemn myself like I have been and this is why. I am learning how to live again and start anew. The point isn’t to be so immersed…

04/14/2025-12:52

Silent Tears- Oh the pain today. It is so great that I don’t even know how to explain it. I cried today from pain building up and having no where to go with it and having not processed it right away. I am still stuffing. I started apologizing again for no necessary reason. I feel…