Silent Tears-

I am doing so much better. I am high. It is only fair to tell you. Oh, how good it feels. I lost a whole day of my life to schizophrenia. I couldn’t sleep and only got 2 hours of sleep. I couldn’t even put a thought together. I was so depressed. My heat got fixed and I slept, a lot. I still felt dark and couldn’t hear anything and couldn’t stand my head again. I am still being taught my lesson and haven’t learned it yet. I have learned that I don’t do something just because it makes me feel good. Simple, but unlearned. Sometimes I need it repeated to me in different way. I feel a lot and don’t know but it’s better than it was earlier today. I’ll end.