Silent Tears-

So here is my new situation, and yes, I am high. So, my drugs will likely run out today and I am not sure if I really want to quit just yet but likely will be forced to quit. So, I know that I have to be clean I just can quit drugs and be fine. I have to walk back into the rooms in Green Bay. I really don’t want to, but I need to and be humble about it. I have to do more than just one group as well and church especially church. Then I will be more successful. I know it because it has worked for me before. Not just that I do need to get a job as a truck driver again. It is a need. A need for something more out of my life. My car battery is drained, and my car won’t start, so now this next month I need to buy a battery. More money I don’t have. I don’t know where to cut from next month. It is literally all gone already. Part of my addiction is how I am with money too and that NEEDS to change. I have a lot of needs. Lol. Well, I have to give it up again for good enduring all pain. Fighting. Praying. Working. End.