“As I have walked through this life in silence, not shedding a tear,

I have silently cried every step of the way.”

Psamls 126:5 KJV “They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.”

Silent Tears: My Personal Journal

Silent Tears Vol. 4


Silent Tears Vol. 4 is for the year 2024. Entries prior to 11/30/2024 have not entered because they are not in digital form yet. Posts are listed in the months that I added them to the website, not in the actual months they were written. I am working on learning how to organize the website and would appreciate your patience in my learning process.

03/13/2025-07:33

Silent Tears- I slept like shit. I feel better than yesterday, but not by much. This happened to me on Tuesday. I was at the pantry and was in line. I had my back turned to people and was facing the man that was checking me in. Some lady was directing people and touch my…

03/12/2025-03:48

Silent Tears- I need myself. I just had the worst nightmare. I spent time with a girl today from a 12-step group. She was in my nightmare. I was with her and everything was fine and I thought she had dropped me off at my apartment in real life like she did today. Then I…

03/10/2025-3-17:43

Silent Tears- My verse for today, another life verse for me (2nd life verse), found at 17:43- Galatians 6:8 NIV “The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from that nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the Spirit, from the Spirit will reap eternal life.” In case you were wondering…